This isn't getting easier

I have a lot of other work to do right now. A hell of a lot of work to do, but I'm drawn to writing in here right now.

I'm very frustrated with this assignment. I know I've been saying that all along, and that I really need to grow up and see the light--things don't always work out the way you want them to--people suck--it's the end of the year--it's warm--etc...

We deserved the grade we got for the first one. I would never argue for a higher grade on that piece of shit. I also don't like putting the blame on other people. I had an interview the day the paper was due, and I had my internship the night before. So although I met with my group several times to put this thing together, I wasn't there the night before...and I think I would've caught a lot of things if I were there.

So I volunteered to write the final draft. My group members were so frustrated, that when we sat in the computer lab to try and compile it all together, all we could do was stare at the screen. So once again, I decided to carry the bulk of the project on my shoulders.

I guess the reason why the project frustrates me is because I'm not an expert on certain sections. I'm given these articles that are mediocre about the subject, with people I've never seen or talked to. So how am I supposed to write those leads? How am I supposed to make you believe what I'm writing is true?

The work isn't even, no matter how it's split up.